stupid work!
Sep. 26th, 2005 12:35 amSo I finally was going to be ahead on my readings. Only now it's futile. Responses for Spirit and Law readings are supposed to be mailed by 11pm the night before [aka tonight], and I haven't written one. We have to do them for 6 out of 12 classes, and this is already the 3rd class, and I haven't done one yet [though the 1st week doesn't count]. In theory I could just do it next week, but I don't want to get caught up in the high holidays and end up being screwed [like in The Amazing Race when you can only do a certain amount of Roadblocks, and if one person does a bunch, then their partner has to do all the rest. I don't want that to be me.]
Should I send it in 2 hours late [if I could write one in 20-30 minutes]? Should I give up and go to bed? Shoudl I do some of next week's readings and write a response for them now so I can have it done and just do them ahead for the next few weeks and relax for the rest of the semester?
It just made me feel so horrible about myself. It's only week 3, and I'm already behind. I can't do my work. And when I try, things like this happen. I shouldn't get upset, it's a stupid little thing. But I hate myself for things like this.
Should I send it in 2 hours late [if I could write one in 20-30 minutes]? Should I give up and go to bed? Shoudl I do some of next week's readings and write a response for them now so I can have it done and just do them ahead for the next few weeks and relax for the rest of the semester?
It just made me feel so horrible about myself. It's only week 3, and I'm already behind. I can't do my work. And when I try, things like this happen. I shouldn't get upset, it's a stupid little thing. But I hate myself for things like this.