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My foot is still swollen, so now this has been going on for over a week. But I really hate Student Health and I don't have time to go there. The only way[s]to get me to go would be the following:

Method A:

You: Rachel, go to student health
me: I don't want to
you: do you have any classes now
me: no...
you [if female]: **grabs my arm and drags me off to student health


or

Method B:

you: hey Rachel
me: hey ____
you how's it-aaah **falls**
me: what happened?
you: a thing with my [leg, arm, heart, whatever] I think we should go to student health. wanna take me?
me [in my abundant kindness]: sure
**we walk down**
you: by the way, I was only kidding about the injury. but hah, I got you to student health!
me: don't leave me hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

The End

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4 tests in 2 weeks for 1 class.

I hate hebrew. They act as if this is the only class we have. And even if it was, this is just too insane.

The stress got to me [even though I finished the Hellersteinpaper and should have been relieved] and I decided to go home and take a nap. I can't do this anymore. Hebrew is not working. My brain is malfunctioning. I've forgotten everything I've learned.

I'm going to curl up in a ball and fail. It's easier than the alternative.

Sataty said I could take some of the proficiency next semester, but then it'll just be looming over me all break long. And I can't just take them and do badly. 2 of the tests I need an 85 or above to pass. Which means I probably have to study and I can't do a half-assed job.

I feel like a failure right now. I don't know how I got into Penn. I want out. I'm not cut out for this kind of stress.

Does anyone have chocolate?