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So I wanted to go gymming with [livejournal.com profile] honkyredvan tomorrow. Tomorrow is a fast day, which I knew (and I even thought to myself "maybe I shouldn't go biking tomorrow since it's a fast day and I don't want to over-exert myself...") But I didn't put together the fact that I wanted to go gymming and the fact that it's a fast day. Gymming while fasting would fall under the heading of "Bad Idea."

Which sucks, because I do have to eat food tonight/at 5 am before the fast starts, which would not have been a problem until 2 minutes ago, when my scale said I was 131. There's no way I could have possibly gained 5 lbs over yom tov. Unless I really did eat that many cookies and that much chocolate. But all of it was necessary.

The way my scale seems to be working is that it will stay the same weight for a while and then it will change. So it was at 126 for a really long time and now it's at 131. I'm not sure why. Maybe I've been more than 126 all along.

So that scares me a bit, even though my clothes still fit just fine. And there's nothing I can do about it tomorrow until after the fast is over. Though then it would be pretty stupid to just go to the gym after fasting for 14 hours...

And I really should have something to eat now, no matter how I feel about myself. There's no reason to make the fast harder than it already is...

I also just realized I'm mashing while fasting tomorrow (3-4). Yay for adding insult to injury!

Maybe this is divine punsihment for missing most of davening. But it was for a good cause! I was supervising kashrut plus helping someone else go daven. Maybe this is punishment for vanity. Though I don't think that's the case either. I believe everyone is entitled to like how they look, and they probably should, because otherwise you'll just be miserable.

Or maybe it's all just PMS and in a few days I'll be fine.

If only I could give my extra weight to the 3 friends who want to gain it. I would gladly do it.

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