Stupidy repeats itself, yet again
Apr. 6th, 2006 03:15 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
theyellowhobbitI have a Hellerstein paper due in about 7 hours. It's 5-7 pages long. I have an outline and I'm on page 1. I was hoping to get to sleep at some point and now that's obviously not happening, but I just can't concentrate. Maybe I'll take and upload a picture of Bingo, my stuffed snow leopard cub that Janet Monge named.
Basically an inevitable conversation happened, by my own decision, today, and although I knew what it would entail and how I would feel coming out of it [and the bad effect it would have on my papering ability] I still went ahead and had it. An afternoon was spent crying. An evening numb. A late night...papering.
We wonder why Rachel always waits until the last minute to write these things. Monday night should have been spent papering, not playing FF5. Tuesday night should ahve been spent papering, not hanging out with friends. Tuesday afternoon would have been good for papering as well. Isn't that what mashing is for?
Well there's no point in beating myself up. Either I have it or I don't, and if I don't I just say nothing and give it to Hellerstein on Tuesday, and hope she's merciful, despite needing the extension on the other paper. I guess it's just last year in repeat, except minus depression, Baruch Hashem.
I'm writing single-spaced and hoping it'll grow and I'll surprise myself. And maybe I can get it edited and give it to her later tomorrow/today.
Anyone up for some late-night editing?
Oh how I miss Shlomo and his editing skills!
Basically an inevitable conversation happened, by my own decision, today, and although I knew what it would entail and how I would feel coming out of it [and the bad effect it would have on my papering ability] I still went ahead and had it. An afternoon was spent crying. An evening numb. A late night...papering.
We wonder why Rachel always waits until the last minute to write these things. Monday night should have been spent papering, not playing FF5. Tuesday night should ahve been spent papering, not hanging out with friends. Tuesday afternoon would have been good for papering as well. Isn't that what mashing is for?
Well there's no point in beating myself up. Either I have it or I don't, and if I don't I just say nothing and give it to Hellerstein on Tuesday, and hope she's merciful, despite needing the extension on the other paper. I guess it's just last year in repeat, except minus depression, Baruch Hashem.
I'm writing single-spaced and hoping it'll grow and I'll surprise myself. And maybe I can get it edited and give it to her later tomorrow/today.
Anyone up for some late-night editing?
Oh how I miss Shlomo and his editing skills!
