Nov. 14th, 2005

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Last night I found out that my nice peacoat, the one from the Gap that I got in 9th grade and am finally getting thin enough to fit into, could be shatnez. 70% wool, 25% polyester, 5% other materials. So I have to get it checked out.

Not wanting to break a mitzvah d'oraisa [as opposed to a mitzvah d'oraita...] I wore my other jacket today, the blue hippie one. It's not as nice, but this is potential shatnez we're talking about.

I put my keys in the pocket, and when I was biking on Spruce, they fell out. I looked for the few minutes I could spare before anthropology, but with no luck. Those keys are probably gone, so I have to wait until Ilana gets home tonight [luckily I have class until 5pm anyways] and hope that I can get away with the excuse that my keys are somewhere in the bottom of my bag. I'll make a new set of spare keys, too.

Then my bike was making squeaking noises, and I was late to anthropology.

Then I got my ENVS homework back, and got a 16/20, which is still an 80, but not so great. Other people got 10/20, so I should feel good. But it wasn't what I needed today.

Then Dassi called, to cancel us having lunch together.

Then there were no chocolate chip cookies at lunch.

At least I managed to get a psychiatrist appointment, which was the big thing I had to do this week.

Now it's time for Spirit & Law. I feel a little better having set up the appointment, so hopefully I'll be able to sit through class without going crazy [despite having not done the reading for this week.]

Why me?

Nov. 14th, 2005 11:29 pm
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No, the day didn't get any better. I feel horribly, so I'm going to bed. It's 11:30 anyways. Hopefully nothing else will go wrong. I don't feel like beating myself up anymore. It's an addiction, once I start, I can't stop. Like a passerby at a train wreck, I can't look away. I keep on tearing into myself, cutting away at everything there. Sleep will hopefully stop me from destroying my self-esteem completely. When I wake up, maybe I'll be whole again. G-d, please let tomorrow be less bad than today.

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